that photo at the top of this page is not me. but i realized after putting it up that it very well could be me. if the weather let me, i would wear jeans and a hoodie every day, all year round. if life would let me, i would spend every day on the beach. the umbrella is not because i don't like the rain...because i do. it's a wall of protection. a wall that i've tried so hard to not build, but it was built anyways and one day i'll have to deal with that. one day. the balloon is because i need to hang on to whatever joy there is in everyday. sometimes there's more, sometimes less. but there is always joy to be found and i want to live a life of joy [joy and happiness are two separate words]. my number one hobby is laughing. i just love to laugh and i think everyone needs to have at least one good laughing sesh everyday. it's good for the body and the soul.
i just can't leave God out of this, and i'm not apologizing. there's no way i can experience true joy without Him, or laugh while being completely carefree without being able to trust in Him and His purpose for my life, my future, my day.
...bliss
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