the sun like today makes me want to be at the beach. to see the ocean and breathe it in. i am so far away and i don't like it. i guess i've always taken it for granted where i live, where i can go to the lake whenever i want [and not just any lake... i swear it's the best they get] or take a short drive to some of the best beaches in the world and hang out by the ocean. i just always thought that's the way it will always be.
i am glad the seasons are changing. because it's reflecting what's happening inside of me as well. i'm changing. i'm moving forward...and the days are becoming sunnier. i laugh more. my smile is coming back, and i am sooooooo glad. dang there is still so much crap i need to figure out. but i can handle that, one day at a time. and it also doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt anymore because it does. but it no longer consumes my thoughts. and for that i am thankful. i am becoming stronger.
i am in an interesting place with God. but then again...when is any walk with God not interesting? i love my friends more than ever, and i can listen to music again. when i realized i didn't want to listen to music anymore it scared me.
i miss my family, im pumped for summer, and i love rice.
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